28 desember 2010

happy birthday my mateeeeee 

ISTI AYU LESTARI

♥ wish all your dreams come true

♥ successfully achieve your goals

♥ everlasting with Rafat

♥ ALL THE BEST FOR YOU

(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

2010 memories - him

2010 memories about him

1. tahun baru 2010, sayang banget gue gabisa ngerayainnya bareng sama temen2 ataupun dia. seperti biasa jam 00:00 teng kita saling ngucapin "HAPPY NEW YEAR". walaupun kita ga ketemu tapi kita seneng udah ngelewatin 2009 bareng dengan suka duka. NEW YEAR time to do something new


2. my 17th birthday, dari senin sampe kamis gue sama anak2 XI ipa 1 pergi ke leles buat syuting film kelas. hari jumatnya pas udah di bandung anak wardi ngadain foto karena kita baru buat jaket bareng2 dan kebetulan hari itu adalah ulang tahun gue yang ke 17. pulang dari foto gue dapet surprise cake dari imel, titi, uli, desty, dll. thankyou so much guys i love you all :*. sekitar jam 8an gue dapet sms dari ....... kalo dia mau kerumah gue bareng temen2nya, saat itu gue bolehin tapi seperti biasa gue pengen kita ketemu di bawah gang rumah gue seperti biasa. dia gamau dia pengen kerumah gue walaupun itu cuma di teras aja. akhirnya karena kita saling ngotot dia gajadi kerumah dan untuk ke2 kalinya gue ga ketemu dia di hari ulang tahun gue :'( dan itu semua karena ulah gue sendiri. padahal dia udah bela2in mau dateng kerumah gue bareng temen2nya. makasih ya kadonya, setiap hari gue puter kok :) makasih juga ya buat nisa boneka mickeynya :D and SORRY :( I often make you disappointed


3. drama bahasa inggris, waktu itu kelompok gue kelompok terakhir yang dapet giliran tampil drama bahasa inggris. tapi karena kita jarang latihan akhirnya sehari sebelum tampil baru kita latihan sampe maghrib. selama gue latihan dia sabar banget nungguin gue. untungnya disitu ada gitar dan sepertinya itu ngurangin rasa bosen dia nunggu gue (mungkin). pas break latihan gue nyamperin dia yang lagi nyanyi sambil maenin gitar. tiba2 ga berapa lama dia nyanyiin lagu maliq & d'essentials yang judulnya DIA dan reffnya diganti dengan nama gue, pas ngedengernya gue langsung diem sambil senyum2 malu ga jelas.  SPEECHLESS :"> until now it became my favorite song


4. pagelaran seni musik, waktu itu kelas dia ngebawain 2 lagu yang asyik tapi yang pasti yg gue liat dia pas main gitar. selalu speechless kalo liat dia main gitar, bawainnya enjoy banget dengan gayanya yg sok cool -,- hahaha ngeliatnya bikin terpana (lebay). ENCHANTED :x I love the way you play guitar and sing


5. kesibukan gue di osis sebagai sekretaris dan ngebuat film kelas sebagai sutradara, semua itu ngebuat gue jarang contact sama dia. terlalu banyak pikiran yang ada di otak gue saat itu. dikejar2 surat yang harus selesai sebelum MPLS, LKS dan LPJ. belom lagi deadline film yang harus selesai sebelum pembagian rapot. saat semuanya nyampur di otak gue, otak gue jadi kacau dan pikiran dari luar masuk dan akhirnya otak gue terkontaminasi pikiran2 yang negatif. akibatnya hal itu makin ngebuat renggang hubungan kita. tapi itu semua ga ngebuat dia marah, dia tetep sabar ngadepin gue. THANKYOU :) you're so patient, you always forgive me and for all time that you spent for me


6. study tour ke jogja, dari situ hubungan kita makin renggang. karena kita beda bis akhirnya gue keasyikan main sama temen2 gue dan kemana2 bareng mereka. saat itu gue ga mikirin perasaan dia yang pengen liburan bareng gue. saat itu yang gue pikirin hanya kesenangan gue pribadi. di candi borobudur, malioboro, bahkan waktu singgah makan pun kita jarang bareng karena gue! gue yang selalu bareng temen2 gue. puncaknya waktu abis makan malem hari terakhir dia ngomong kalo dia kecewa sama gue, dia omongin semua kekeselannya dan dengan emosi gue ga terima itu. sifat gue yang egois dan selalu mementingkan kesenangan pribadi yang akhirnya ngebuat itu semua terjadi. POOR ME :| why that time I became someone who was selfish and stupid?


7. 17 AGUSTUS 2010 22:00, its END :'(


sebenernya ga cuma 2010 aja yang banyak kenangan, 2009 juga banyak banget kenangan.
- waktu dia operasi mata, kita balik naek angkot dan ternyata obat matanya ketinggalan di tas gue. akhirnya dia nyusul gue ke sekolah buat ngambil obatnya
- waktu dia kecelakaan, gue kerumahnya bawain banyak snack tapi akhirnya snack itu gue yang ngabisin (alibinya: orang sakit diem aja, gausah makan yang macem2 hahahaha)


tapi dibalik semua kejadian diatas banyak banget kejadian lainnya yang kita lalui. seneng sedih kecewa candaan nangis semuanya udah satu paket ya. 2010 was an amazing year because of you. I enjoy every single second with you. thankyou for being the best so far, 21 months isn't a short time to run these. THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING ♥

a picture by nadira thankyou ;)

just the way you are

sincerely,

i hate you, when you smoke

i hate you, when you don't care about your health

i hate you, when you not tell about your condition

i hate you, when you lie to me

i hate you, when you say "i'm okay" but not

BUT,

i love you, because you love me the way i am

i love you, because you always said "yes, you win"

i love you, because you always said "ok, this is my mistake"

i love you, because you always make me happy and smile

i love you, because you're so patient

i love you, because you're brave

i love you, because you don't want me to look bad in front of others

i love you, because you always trust me though i lied to you

i love you, because you always forgive me

i love you, because you know what to do to make me smile

i love you, because even though we fight a lot, you still keep our relationship

i love you, because i enjoy every single second i'm with you

i love you, because you are willing to sacrifice your life for me

i love you, because you never stop loving me

i love you, because you always be yourself

i love you, because you never lie to me

i love you, when you are being talkative

i love you, when you smile

i love you, when you say everything's gonna be alright

i love you, when you say, "NO! YOU'RE THE PRETTIEST OF ALL"

i love you, when you want me to stay with you

i love you, when you tell me you need me beside you
i love you, when you scared
i love you, when you panic

i love you, when you say, "I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU"

i love your eyes

i love your smile

i love your curly hair

i love your voice

i love your surprises

i love your scent

i love your style

i love your laugh

i love your joke
i love your romance
i love your stare

i love your way to express your feeling
i love your passiveness when someone text me

i love the way you always want everything to be perfect for me

i love the way you speak

i love the way you look into my eyes

i love the way you love me

i love the way you play soccer

i love the way i can't let you go

i love the way you drive

i love the way you're attracted to me
i love the way you calm me down
i love the way you sleep everywhere and everytime
i love the way you playing guitar
i love the way you sing our favorite song

i love everything about you

he loves arsenal
he loves sing

he loves guitar

he loves ME

but,

all my loves have to be put on hold, until our next life.

we're meant to be, but not now.

let the time answer all.

P.S :thankyou and sorry. see you soon :)

most of the words took from here

dua - takkan hilang

sebenarnya ku tak rela

meninggalkanmu

dengan yang lain

sesungguhnya

sejak saat itu

bayang dirimu

melekat dihati

namun kini

kau telah pergi

mungkin cinta

tak harus memiliki

kau takkan hilang

tak pernah hilang

meski tak berhenti

ku mencoba lupakan dirimu

kau takkan hilang

tak pernah hilang

kan selalu terpendam

menjadi kenangan

*this song suggested by you. in fact what you said when you told me about this song is so damn RIGHT!
ps: read the bold text

role model

well, here are my favorite fashion bloggers. I'd like to be like them AMIN! make their own clothing lines or their yard sale. get some giveaways or get front row invitation card from some spectacular fashion show. here are some their personal styles

diana rikasari's blog

i've met her once when I attended lux beauty lounge at jakarta. her style is so unique, I want her L.A.M.B boots T_T

chekka cuomova's blog

look at her blog, you'll find her cute shoes. give me one please :D

sabila anata's blog

her age is 15 y/o even her age younger than me and she has become famous fashion blogger! but her style keep shows her actual age.

heidy kalalo's blog

her style to mix and match various kinds of clothing is very unique

sonia eryka's blog

she's so beautiful, she deserves to wear anything. does she an actress?

wooooow, once again I'd like to be like them! wish I can like them and sit in the front row with them :p

p.s : click her name to enter her blog and look more photos of them

jamie cullum - mind trick

I missed the opportunity

To get you babe

To stay with me.

Never thought, I'd regret

The excuses that I've made

Like a song, it will fade

If there's music in the night,

And it's really, really right,

It's the only thing I need.

It intoxicates your mind

All your troubles left behind

So come on and take my lead.

It's not just me who feels it

Music plays a mind trick

Watch me forget about missing you

So I put my feelings out to dry

Love, one day again,

I'll have to try.

Falling out, making up

It seems such a silly game

Why do I never gain?

If there's music in the night,

And it's really, really right,

It's the only thing ohh I need.

It intoxicates your mind

All your troubles left behind

So come on and take my lead.

It's not just me who feels it

Music plays a mind trick

Watch me forget about missing you

na na na's......

If there's music in the night,

And it's really, really right,

It's the only thing I need.

it intoxicates your mind

All your troubles left behind

So come on and take my lead.

it's not just me who feels it

music plays a mind trick

watch me forget about missing you

na na na's.... (watch me forget about missing you)

*song that you sing at that time. I was fascinated
ps: read the bold text

mytha - seperti yang kau minta

maafkan aku tak bisa memahami maksud amarahmu

membaca dan mengerti isi hatimu

ampuni aku yang telah memasuki kehidupan kalian

mencoba mencari celah dalam hatimu

aku tau ku takkan bisa 

menjadi seperti yang engkau minta

namun selama nafas berhembus

aku kan mencoba

menjadi seperti yang kau minta...

ampuni aku yang telah memasuki kehidupan kalian

mencoba mencari celah dalam hatimu

aku tau ku takkan bisa

menjadi seperti yang engkau minta

namun selama nafas berhembus

aku kan mencoba

dan aku tau dia yang bisa

menjadi seperti yang engkau minta

namun selama aku bernyawa

aku kan mencoba

menjadi seperti yang kau minta...

namun selama ku bernyawa

kucoba seperti yang kau minta....

*understand the condition, then you'll know about the lyrics

nice to know them :)

nice to know your friends

they always support you in any condition, they also know what they think is good or not. listen to their advice, at least it would be easier for you to choose which is the best. someday they would be the best people in your life.

Don't ever waste it or let them down

once again "I'm glad to know them :)"

regret?

you're aware of what you did, and that it was too late when you realize it. so what would you do? regret it then fix it become better? sounds easy but not at all.

that's why I always felt like I'm a destroyer of our past

should I be happy or what?

2 months, congrats and be happy there

:(

CRYCRYCRYCRYCRY

I WANNA CRY 

I NEED YOUR SHOULDER, YOUR JOKE AND YOUR SMILE :'(

aaaaaaaarh

trapped :'(

you know???? after you update your unimportant words, you've made my mood so dooown! I need my moodbooster RIGHTNOW! 

oh god help me to make my mood back to normal, don't let myself trapped in this bad situation :(

ENOUGH!

should you be proud? or what? i'm fed up, its not good at all girl!

its about time

our adventure, you as driver and I as navigator :)

~ happiness, sadness, disappointment, anger, togetherness all times ~

bad monday ever

what a MONkey DAY!!
the worst monday..


1. nilai uas ipa gue rata2 pada turun, entah itu karena gue nya ga belajar, gue nya ga ngerti atau emang soal yang dibuatnya susah. yang pasti kayaknya kalopun nilai rapot naik itu cuma beberapa pelajaran aja. sedih banget :(
2. uas b. jepang! good job dinda! lo hampir aja disuruh ngerjain soal diluar kelas, dan ditulis di berita acara, atau dirobek ljk nya. F! rese bgt lah itu sok suci abis.
3. pas lagi ngumpulin lks tiba2 gurunya nanya "din,..................................." kok ibu tau? "ya aneh we ibu ngeliat dia ngegandeng......................." stop bu! kekesalan pun memuncak disana. keluar air dari mata dan untungnya ada irdan disana, jadi bisa curhat bentar.
4. ke sekolah sahabat gue dan nunggu lebih dari setengah jam. sms ke beberapa orang ga dibales, nelpon ga diangkat. how kind you are guys >:( 
5. nungguin nyokap balik kantor karena minta dianter dan itu lama banget. akhirnya nungguinnya cuma tidur di mobil doang. lebih dari 3 jam bengong ga jelas -________- 
6. braak! saking cerewetnya navigator gue. akhirnya saking kesel tanpa sadar bemper depan kena bagian belakang colt. untung coltnya gpp, tapi bemper depan penyok. shit damn! yaudalah yg penting ga kenapa2.
7. lagi make komputer suka diganggu, enak ga sih lagi asik2 chat tiba2 diganggu dan digusur gitu aja, alibinya macam2. oke gue ngalah.


intinya : hari ini bener2 ngeselin, pengen ngamuk, pengen berantem, pengen teriak2 biar lega dan yang pasti NANGIS! setidaknya sedikit agak lega abis nangis. semoga kejadian2 kayak gini ga keulang lagi di kemudian hari. amiiiiiin!

maliq n d'essentials - dia ♥

Temukan apa arti dibalik cerita

Hati ini  terasa berbunga-bunga

Membuat seakan aku melayang

Terbuai asmara

Adakah satu arti dibalik tatapan

Tersipu malu akan sebuah senyuman

Membuat suasana menjadi nyata

Begitu indahnya

Dia...

Seperti apa yang selalu kunantikan, aku inginkan

Dia...

Melihatku apa adanya, seakan ku sempurna

Tanpa buah kata kau curi hatiku

Dia tunjukkan dengan tulus cintanya

Terasa berbeda saat bersamanya

Aku jatuh cinta

Dia bukakan pintu hatiku yang lama tak bisa kupercayakan cinta

Hingga dia disini memberi cintaku harapan

Give me your love, give me your love

Now so come on and love, come on and love me

Give me your love, give me your love

Now so come on and love, come on and love me

Nothing in this world could come baby love to me

i would tell the world when you give your love to me 

Give me your love, give me your love

Now so come on and love, come on and love me

*my favorite song ever! what makes this song so special? The best song ever, the best voice and the best lyrics i've ever heard from you
ps: read the bold text

beloved author's poetry

thankyou for my beloved author's poetry, she has made some poems that relate to my current problems. and you know, the poems is really really good. how talented she is. thank you very much ayaaaaaaaa. to see her work please go to her blog desi-mayasari.blogspot.com

maliq n d'essentials - hadirmu

Ingin kulihat dari matamu

Bilakah kau pun merindukanku

Terasa indah dihatiku

Saat dirimu hadir untukku

Ingin kudengar dari hatimu

Sudikah kau tuk temani aku

Begitu indah kurasakan

Bila hadirmu memang untukku.. dan kini

Takkan ada (yang kan mengisi hatiku)

Dirimulah (satu kan mengisi hatiku)

Percayalah (kukatakan pada dirimu)

Sayangku hanyalah untukmu

Selamanya..

Selama-lamanya..

Hari ini esok dan nanti

Kau tetap terindah di hatiku

Bila kau izinkanku tuk selalu bersamamu

Ingin ku bisikkan desah hatiku

Dapatkah kau dengar detak jantungku

Kau bukakan mata hatiku

Kau yakinkan diriku

Akankah cinta ini yang kan satukan ku denganmu

Selamanya...

Selama-lamanya.. denganmu

Hari ini esok dan nanti.. denganmu

Selamanya...

Selama-lamanya... denganmu

Hari ini esok dan nanti... denganmu

Ingin kulihat dari matamu

Bilakah kau merindukanku

Ingin kudengar dari hatimu

Sudikah kau temani aku.....

*yes, your presence all this time. unforgotten time....
ps: read the bold text

complex more than a labyrinth

well, I don't know what should I do for this time or this week or maybe until 2010 end or until my birth come? just try to forget my problem or solve it? it's not easy at all!

everyone has their own way to solved their problems, so do I. but now I can't find the right way to solve this problem. it's so complex. more than a labyrinth -_______-

I have to solve it but...... how about the solution? it's not affect to me, I still keep thought that's all my fault, even you said no.

my friends said "be strong dinda"

I just answered, "thankyou. I am strong or am I strong?"

"am I strong" exactly

if you read this, you should know what scenery that make me sad or even i don't want see it at all

once again "it's so complex and difficult more than a labyrinth" 

life

complex more than a labyrinth

7 Desember 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SISTER 

Hairina Intan Kesumaningrum

wish you all the best, wish your wishes will be come true sooooo fast. amiiiiiin

i love you teh intaaaaaaaaan 

ƪ(♥⌣♥)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(♥⌣♥)ʃ


BIG HUG AND SMOOCH

suri's fashion

i love her gold shoes and her polka dress

look at her white shoes. i want it T_T and also her white dress

well, she's too cute to brought her shopping bag

i love this picture so much. her gold-heels, her cute green-bag and her red-coat

it think that shoes is doesn't match with her oneshoulder dress. and look at her messy hair. 

buut, i'm so envy to her. she's beautiful, she's tom-katie's kiddy and she's too cute to wore anything!

understand your fear

nothing in life is to feared, it is only to be understood

now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less

~marie curie~

it's depend on your mind

great minds, discuss ideas

average minds, discuss events

small minds, discuss people

~Eleanor Roosevelt~

it's fashion

dress shabbily and they remember the dress...

dress impeccably and they remember the woman...

~Coco Chanel~

jadwal uas sman 15 bandung

click the picture to enlarge

selamat belajar teman-teman :)

nat king cole - l.o.v.e

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you can adore

LOVE is all that I can give to you

LOVE is more than just a game for two

two in love can make it

take my heart and please don't break it

LOVE was made for me and you

♥

*this song was made for me and you..

4-5 des 2010 i'm in ♥

♥ nice to meet you ♥

*\(´▽`)/*

ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ 

ƪ(♥⌣♥)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(♥⌣♥)ʃ

~('▽'~) (~'▽')~ ~('▽'~) (~'▽')~

his money

I had saved the money for more than 2 years!

One day, someone gave me that money to paid something (I forget what it is), and that person is a person who I like. I was shocked, then I exchange his money to be my money. and I still keep the money until now. sounds very silly, but I really really did it.

confusion

oke, gatau sejak kapan perasaan jadi ga tentu gini. tiba-tiba mood suka berubah drastis. dari yang tadinya lagi seneng tiba-tiba jadi bt banget. dan sepertinya semua orang yang kenal gue tau penyebabnya. setiap mood turun temen-temen gue pasti langsung nyebut kata "galau". honestly, i don't know what the meaning of "galau", maybe it's same as "confusion"? i guess it.


gue gatau apa yang mendasari mereka bilang gue galau, kalau gue bilang iya, memang iya. tapi kalo ngga juga, emang agak iya -_______- yaaaaa silahkan mengartikannya sendiri.


tiba-tiba kata dari seseorang terbayang lagi di otak gue "kalo dnda ga mulai duluan dnda ga akan ngerasain". dari kata-kata itu jelas banget kalo gue yang salah. DAN MEMANG semua itu murni salah gue! dengan bodohnya gue bisa terkontaminasi seseorang dan akhirnya pikiran gue kacau yang mengakibatkan keadaan kayak gini.


nah, yang sekarang dibingungin gimana caranya biar mood gue biasa lagi. maybe i need a moodbooster to make my mood back to normal :| but i think no one can do that except "you".

reason

"there's a reason to love someone,

but there's no reason to wait someone......."

dua - kau

lelahku mencari penggantimu... penggantimu...

tetap kan kembali kepadamu... kepadamu...

mungkin ini pertanda engkaulah cintaku... cintaku...

kau

tiada yang lain yang pantas untukku

yang seharusnya kucinta

bolehkah lagi kuminta hatimu

kembali seperti dulu

bayangmu selalu menggelapkan dihatiku

hingga ku tak mungkin mengganti yang lain selain dirimu

mungkin ini pertanda engkaulah cintaku... cintaku...

kau

tiada yang lain yang pantas untukku

yang seharusnya kucinta

bolehkah lagi kuminta hatimu

kembali seperti dulu

kuingin kau selalu yang jadi milikku

*everyone knows the meaning of this song, and I know that you know too
ps: read the bold text